Good times. Again.

  Different day and time. But at the same place. The same us. Hehe muka poyo ja. Haha 

Btw, I miss my limited edition Elle watch yg dh pecah skrg. Huhu

Assalamualaikum. Good day people. Good day.

Good times.

  These pictures was taken last year if I'm not mistaken. Kami suka lepak sama2. Lepas 'study' kat public library tu, keluaq la lepak kt Taman Jubli. I miss my sister so much. In these pictures, it was me, Una (my sister) and Musthakim (which is my husband now). Wee

Hehe thats it. Saja flashback. Teringat sangat.
Assalamualaikum. Good day people. Good day.

Hello there.

 

  Yes, I’m new. I don’t know much about blogging act. BUT I like to read good blogs. * I LOVE MARIA ELENA! She’s awesome! She’s beautifulfunnycrazychillextraordinary and, she’s just AMAZING! Haha

  My name? Emm. Cari sendiri lah. FB pun ada kan. Wee secret2 laa pulak. Mystery konon. Alahh, kt FB pun dh link. Okay moving on. I’m 18 on 20^th July 2011. I’m married. Yes. Believe me. Too young? Lagi bagus what. So bila kluaq dating ka apa ka org xbleh la nk comment macam2. Dah halal en. TAPI knp org nak pertikaikan pasal kawin awai nih? Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter lah. Insyaallah kalau Allah izinkan, kekal sampai bila2. Org yg kawin lewat pun x semestinya cukup matured and x semestinya jugak kekal sampai bila2 kan? Semua itu qada’ dan qadar yg dh ditetapkan Allah. Wey, I don’t lie about my status okay. Ada yg macam freak out gila pasaipa? 

  Tapi yg hairan, ada jugak yg kalut mengata. Kawin awai susah, x kawin pun susah. Haha adaa ja org nk kata. X puas hati. Aku rasa, aku kwin ni x kacau duit depa pun. Awat, jd mslh ka kwin awai? Okay maybe kna belajaq to be responsible and patient enough to handle everything. The most important is, I ignore what people say behind my back. Biasala org2 mulut jamban nih. Biaq ah kt depa. Geli eh nak tolong tutup. Aku free2 ja dapat pahala. Depa yg duk buat dosa memanjang. Ada jnis kawan nih, bila kita senang okay la. Bila kita susah and depa pun dh terlalu dengaq cakap org, terus x jadi macam kawan dah. Dh lama sikit, text la kan cakap sorry kat kita. Yala, dh terasa macam lost xdak kawan kot. Or maybe being forced to do that. Aku ni jenis pemaaf act BUT when it happens all the time benda yg sama, jadi x best la and hard for me to forgive that kind of person. Bila happy lupa diri. However, thanks to family and friends yg btoi2 supportive.

  What’s important now is my family. My loving husband and my beautiful daughter. What I want to do now is trying to get a better life, stable financial. Skg pun stable and cukup tapi kna ingat2 jugak for future. Okay BUT I want to remind you that luxury is not everything. Sometimes luxury didn’t bring you happiness at all. Trust me. I KNOW. So hiduplah secara sederhana and learn to respect others like you wanted them to respect you.

Assalamualaikum. Good day people. Good day.

An Interview.

Thursday, 21 April 2011

TEMUDUGA KURSUS PERGURUAN LEPAS SIJIL SPM AMBILAN JUN 2011

   I got an interview today. This is not what I want actually BUT I HAVE to give a shot. I really need a job under government. It’s for my future. I have to work, earn money to expense. I’m not expert in English. My grammar is not so good BUT each day I try and try to improve my English because everyone put a lot of high expectations on me. I always got good results in English but I don’t think that my English is super good. That’s why I want to put a lot of effort by reading English articles, English novels. I have to take this chance. I find that being a teacher is such a hectic job BUT if it can help me to have a better life, I’ll do it. I’ll try to be a good teacher. Btw, I love my English teacher.

   Okay, about my interview. Well, it was OKAY. I rarely speak English. I’m soooooo nervous. The first thing ‘THEY’ (a Muslim women and a Chinese man) – the interviewer today, did was ask us to answer 135 questions (if I’m not mistaken), *Ujian ini bertujuan menilai kesesuaian sahsiah calon terhadap profesion perguruan. For 30 minutes. I didn’t bring any pencils! HAHA I forgot. BUT thanks to one of the girl there that lend me a pencil and a pen. I forgot her name.

   After that, it was a group interview. It was an awkward moment when everybody didn’t say a single word at all. It was an awkward silence. After a moment, everybody started to talk.

   Then, it was an individual interview. Oh god, my heart beats fast. Dapdapdapdap. *Tingting. It’s my turn. I have to talk about myself, family. I can’t answer when she asked me, ‘Make a sentence using past continuous tense’. SILENCE. Blur gila tiba2! Lupa apa nak kata. X ingat apa2 dah bila tgk muka dia. Blur sunggoh2 ni. Adoii terok btoi. SKIP.

   She asked me to sing a song that I think suitable for primary school students. WHAT? I never sang in front of strangers before. Especially interviewer! Macam ujibakat AF la pulak! Aku balun ja. Dgn confident-nya,

‘I HAD A DREAM’ by Westlife.

I had a dream.. A song to sing.. To help me cope.. With anything.. If you see the wonder.. Of a fairytale.. You can take the future.. Even if you fail ~~

   I STOPPED. I forgot the lyrics! HAHA. After a few more questions, ‘Okay that’s it. Thank you. Nice voice!’ Wey wey wey. Aku terkejut. Abeh dah ka? Lega gilaaaa. Ingat depa nak tanya pasai isu semasa ka apa. Rukun Negara kaa. Aku punya la gelabah, cuak. Tapi takpa la, relieved!

K la, hat tu ja nk crita. Saja syok2 pulun nk crita. First experience. X penah p interview. Kalau dpt, Alhamdullilah la kan. Kalau dpt kt IPSAH tu, huu lagi style. Dekat jaa ngn rumah.

Assalamualaikum. Good day people. Good day.